I can't believe what I did last night.  It was extraordinarily stupid on my part, but I thought it would bring relief to my pain.  I now know that nothing will relieve my pain, in fact it seems that there are new pains that may be permanent.  So we will see where it stands in the next couple of days.

There is so much I want to say, but as of yet I have not found the words for doing so.  So I won't barrage you with a lot of pretty words and pointless demeanors.  But, I was able to engineer time away from my time draining sims style gaming to just jot out a day or so of random thoughts.

I want to get back to writing fiction for publication...
maybe even go out on one of those writers retreats...
I also want to get writing for the pleasure of it (I have lost much of the pleasure of writing since my stroke about two years ago)...
I want to work on my keystroke speed (Hunt and peck will not get the next great American Novel written...
And, I wish my wife could tolerate me better...
Talking about wishes that will most likely not come true.

Well that is all I have to say for right now.
Blessings and Peace to all.

Life/Time Sucks

My family has lured me into a Timesuck of a game on facebook.  "CityVille" is a nice diversion if you like sims, which I happen to love despite their Life/Time draining capacity.  I have been known to spend all night playing Simcity 2000.  And "CityVille" has the same draining capacities.  But then it can be played on the cheap so it has its good qualities, though you can enhance your game with real cash, which you couldn't without using cheats on various sim type games (or buying expansion packs and then using expanded cheats on them).  I am currently listening to Journey on YouTube. If you like sims just friend me on facebook (wonderingwanderr) and become my neighbor in CityVille. 

Peace to you and yours in these troubled times,
Michael

There is so much I want to do with this blog site, but with life and children, and everything that has been going on at the house it has been a little difficult to keep this site properly updated.  I am going to try to be more vigilant in my writings all across my life.  It should boil over into my blog